my whole existence might be filled with flaws 

and i grew up by not doing so 

what does it matter ?

unaware or afraid 

look inside, still looking for any way

i get caught and stay still

my head spins and my heart leaks

from desires and denials

i try hard to find to find what all this means

i don't realize when i give up

i'm a junkie

a system with a wound 

like waiting for a change

to be approved 

can anyone tell me anything ?

i keep missing something amazing

rot my eyes into cosmic plans

i met a dream and became its stalker

distance keeps me safe 

and free to eat from the view

but the dream looked at me back

and wondered who i was

so it came closer and started to breath

upon my skin, beneath my blood

found my pulse and smiled back

i'm already used to nightmares

and could not believe 

what the purpose was

why i saw red on my lips

this must be a trick i thought

someone is playing with me

but we broke our spells

and fell upon a bed 

naked both morning burning

collapse/reborn

love